Dianna Diverno - interview

What is a movie for you...

The film is a visual representation of dramatic works in the form of a script, which is transferred to the screen and in front of the eyes of the interested audience in a very faithful and engaged way of all the many participants in the creation of such a project.



How do you feel while acting/directing/writing?

I feel free because I don't have to focus on the current real events in the world, nor on the framework of my own reality, but I surrender to the necessary element of the artistic creation itself, which comes through the pen, and in the modern world it is through the lap-top. It is an interesting question because the feeling that is created in the creation itself excludes material facts, concrete reality, and lets all of us – literary artists – into the world of imagination and inspiration that we want to transfer in the moments of our own psychological motivations to put an idea on paper.

You can go to the cinema with the actor/director/screenwriter you wantlove.

 What kind of film are you choosing and with whom are you going to make it?

I would choose "Basic Instict", the first part with Sharon Stone and Michael Douglas, and in principle yes – I see that film for the first time in my life. And who would I go to watch that movie with... Well, I don't really know, let it remain a secret.



Audrey Hepburn used to say "Nothing is impossible", what do you think about that?

It is possible only if we want it ourselves enough, and if we determine the circumstances of "fixing" in our lives so that there can be a concrete realization of what would be presented in our desires and subconscious as an "impossible dream" that we want to experience. I believe that everyone in this world has the opportunity to realize some of their dreams. However, between the real world and real dreams, there is a trajectory that I would call the trajectory of concrete realization from which the creative creators themselves try to escape from the grayness of their own lives or from the elements of petty bourgeois life, which can be additionally burdened by the prominent boredom by the concrete reality of reality itself or through the spirit of social passivity that is often needed to create supreme works. That is why many writers always fantasize about days on a desert island – away from people and the concrete reality of life.



Can you live off your passion alone?

Do you mean from the passion for creative things or from the passion that arises in people's very lives? I think that it is necessary to look at a series of creations that throws writers and screenwriters into a whirlpool of concrete actions presented through their availability to the creative and film machinery itself, to viewers or readers (if it comes to books), where through "steeling" that lasts for a certain period of time, it is proven how much the work itself is worth in front of the eyes of people and entire business circles.



Which is more important: talent or luck?

I believe that talent and work on that talent is what is necessary in order to prove through psychological reality and creative circumstances how valid someone's work is. But I think that through this process, many things have to be harmonized – that is, that a sufficiently developed talent is presented to viewers or readers, and that there is also a need for what we would call – the advertising aspect that is necessary for people to find out who the writer whose work is in front of them and what it is that a creative creator has to offer them from his literary assortment.

You have to go to a desert island, but you can bring just  one movie....

Right now I would take the movie "Van Helsing"



Have you ever accepted a role / movie to direct / even a script to write if you didn't like the project?

Yes, I remember that I wrote some of my literary works that were created through the circumstances of the sequels themselves – and that I didn't feel like working on at all, so it happened that the concrete monotony of life or real worldly, boring events were more interesting to me than the one I'm currently working on.



What's the best compliment you've received for your work?

The best compliment was from one of the people who said that it was nice that the writer Hans Christian Anderson used to make the children of Princess Alexandra of Wales, and now I, with my creative fantasies that were shown through fairy tales and through all my work, managed to surpass him at the age of 40.



Are you satisfied with your career?

I'd like to move more among readers around the world to present every bit of my literary creation that I've been working on for a long time.



Are you lucky?

Do you think something brings me happiness? Yes, I have someone.



How do you feel when the work you were a part of ends?

It happens to me that after a successfully completed novel or screenplay, for a day or two, I feel completely empty, as if a part of me has come out through all those letters on paper, and now there is a circumstance of real emptiness in that place, which is slowly and over time supplemented with the next conceived project, new characters, dialogues, descriptions...



Have you ever lied to get a role/job?

I try to be as honest as possible with my work, because readers will know if it is a false creation. I wouldn't want to allow myself such a luxury to disappoint readers

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If you were to win an Oscar, your first lesson would go...

I would like to thank myself when, as a child in the third grade of elementary school, I came from the hospital, because I had a car accident, and wrote "Dianna Diverno" on a piece of paper – and for persevering on that thorny path so that I would certainly not disappoint that child in me, no matter how difficult it would be in some moments of life.

As a director, how do you navigate the intersection of artistry and commercial viability in your projects? 

This is a great question. Commercial projects require a better understanding of the audience. Every form of art has a corresponding consumption model. Personal art is more niche, but the artist receives more precious personal feedback, which helps in future projects. Commercial projects serve a specific purpose, and the rewards are naturally different.

Can you share any insights into your creative process, from initial concept development to final rendering?

My initial ideas are often very simple and come from sudden inspiration. Then I write them down and expand on them. I repeatedly ask myself, "What if?" During the idea preparation stage, it's important to break the mold and consider the possibilities.

Your films have won awards across multiple festivals. Can you discuss any common themes or messages that resonate throughout your work?

I will say “Trees†and “Human shape.†I like to study individuals as themselves and as part of a social group. In my view, trees in nature also convey this feeling. As individual entities, trees are elegant, beautiful, and quiet. As a collective, they are divine and distant. My work continually explores the relationship between people, society, and nature.

Animation can be a powerful medium for social commentary and storytelling. Are there any social or cultural issues that you are particularly passionate about exploring in your animations? 

This relates to my upbringing. Growing up in China and then coming to the United States after high school, my cultural perspectives are influenced by both environments. I gradually seek recognition and a better understanding of myself. I believe many people share similar experiences, where new cultural elements clash and merge with the old ones. I want to convey my thoughts and feelings to those who are also confused.

As technology continues to evolve, new tools and software are constantly being introduced. How do you decide which tools to incorporate into your workflow, and how do they enhance the creative process? 

So far, I haven't used AI in my art creation because AI integrates the creations of existing artists, which makes it difficult to innovate. However, I understand that AI's presence will change the existing creative environment and conditions. I might not use AI for creation in the future, but I will keep an eye on the latest works of AI artists.

Can you discuss any mentors or influences who have inspired your work as a director?

I have encountered many great and playful teachers at SVA and SAIC. My animation teacher at SAIC, Chris Sullivan, has helped me a lot. He inspired me to think more freely and "selfishly." In the process of learning art, persistence is harder than compromise because persistence is about staying true to oneself, while compromise gradually leads to losing oneself. Artists spend their lives finding the fine line between persistence and compromise.

Your films have resonated with audiences around the world. How do you ensure that your animations are culturally relevant and accessible to diverse audiences? 

I prefer films without dialogue. I hope the audience can empathize emotionally rather than understand the script. I also like to use music to drive the plot. I believe music is a universal language, and the audience will have their own interpretations. I am also very eager to hear different voices.

Finally, what upcoming projects or goals are you excited about in your role as a 3D animation director? I am currently preparing a game project. I am looking forward to using new animation methods and the challenges that will come with it. Switching between multiple software will be a new technical breakthrough, and the game will have more interactive elements and trigger different endings. I am very excited about the feedback from future players.

Who’s the first Aritst that let you understand you wanted to be an Actor\ director\screenplayer?

Montgomery Clift.


What really excites you artistically or emotionally?

Theatre for both.

Marlon Brando said “Never confuse the size of your Paycheck with the size of your talent”. Do you agree?

Yes, nothing can beat talent, even tho "we have only so many faces in our pockets" - Brando.

Have you ever been discouraged by someone about your life\career  choices?


There is this very old saying in my home country of Macedonia that goes like this: The dogs can bark as much as they want, but what they don't know is that the caravan won't stop.

-Do you think is harder for a woman being a Filmmaker?


No it's easier. Their fast thinking abilities and gentle side overtakes the set which makes everyone slow down a little and realise the clock doesn't exist.

Do you think that Fame and money could easily change your own Vision as a Filmmaker\actor\screenplaye?

Not at all because I do this for many other reasons but fame and money.


Who’s the Movie star that made you dream for the first time?


James Dean.

Make a wish about your career...

I wish more people to jump so we can all enjoy this amazing ride.

Talking about cinema\Showbusiness, how hard is to remain completly honest to yourself as an artist?

When decisions are made according the internal conflicts, there is no battle as well as internal affairs no more.

The Film you have loved the most?


Gulliver's Travels 1939 till the end of time.

And now, don’t be shy….the one that annoyed you the most?


I call it more of a sweet mockery than annoyance, and that title goes to my brother Mile. I dedicated my life to learn how to write and act, always surrounded by books, movies and notes, he still somehow finds a way to present a new acting or writing excercise that I am not aware of, making me go through all my notes and books for days searching for it.

Your biggest artistic goal is…


To pass everything I know to future generations.

What profession other than your own would you like to attempt?

Music but only as a hobby because I am not trading this for anything in the world. 

How important is to be rewarded as an Artist?

For me personally is very immportant because someone is learning something new from me, and vice versa.

Do you have regrets?


No.

What’s the messagge you wanna express through your art?
                     

















It's always sunny above the clouds.

Did anyone ever tell you weren't good enough?

I personally don’t think that statement belongs to the Arts. It’s all subjective … Do I believe others may have more skill than myself or are able to do the task better ? Maybe… But in a situation of Crisis and the being able to bring the best in the moment and make something happen, I personally think I have the abilities beyond most people in which I put a lot of work into myself to be able to do that. Is it possible to fall short ? Absolutely  … but Art wasn’t meant to be perfect. Good enough - doesn’t exist in my world. It’s what best can I do, with what I have in the time I have now. 

How can you stay focused on your goal?

Have faith first. Know that each person has their own path to their Goals, and no two humans are alike. Even Identical twins has different DNA’s and this is how I stay focused, knowing that you MUST stay true to yourself. Intention is everything. But that comes from the Heart not the mind…. to stay focused, we must focus on constantly connecting our Mind, Body and Soul. Without that, Goals are dreams without substance. Exercise, because without health the mind wanders … and know that your Goals today are not going to be the same tomorrow, this is ok. This is being human … we evolve with our goals. 

Have you ever had a breakdown because of your Job?

Yes, in all honesty, it’s not mainly cause of my Job, but the people in it. I’ve faced Racism directly numerous times in my career, getting told to your face you are different because of Skin colour or Religion to hold a certain position can sometimes Hit differently. Especially if as individuals if you are personally going through things, having people address and make Racist comments can surely crack a piece inside you. It’s never the Job I blame, I love what I do , it’s the people that make that process of creation an egoistical battle instead of a human connection to collaborate. We live to learn, so that we can treat others in better light …. 

Talent is a blessing or a curse?

Talent is blessing, but recognising talent and not doing anything about that talent is the Curse. Talent is God’s way of showing each person in their own fields of work that you are unique and therefore each valuable. It’s up to each person to cultivate , enhance, grow and constantly educate that talent to make it special. 

What would you like to improve about yourself as an actor/director/screenplayer?

As a Director - I’m constantly trying to improve my visions of the world and how I relate to it, this is what comes to life on screen. With that the ability to manage ego’s with people, this can make the art a bit heavy at times … but it’s a part of the Job, we are in the people’s business and therefore always exercising patience; that’s my constant push internally. Approach with compassion , and observe the world in multiple areas of light,, perspective is everything. 

As a writer - I think sometimes bringing forth what is in your mind onto a page with limitations can be a challenge. Less is more and show don’t tell … these two things are area’s I’m trying to improve in. Finding my voice without being vocal is the aim :)  

What's the worst critic you have received?

“ I don’t understand what you were trying to say “ orr “ Not a fan of that piece “ — and both of them I hold dearly, even a negative comment is still an emotion and I actually love hearing what people didn’t like … helps me align to the human psyche more. 

If you weren't an actor/director/screenplayer what would you like to be?

A space traveller mixed together with being a forensics specialist understanding the human system with the universe. I think somehow I’ve ended up on a path doing that through Film and writing. 

If Cinema was a color what would it be?

It would be White and Black. Only because we’d have everything in between to explore. Nothing is without balance in this universe. In physics and on the light spectrum, black is the absence of color. However, in art, black is the presence of all colors.

A day without a movie is…

A moment to take in the eternal cinematic experience. A day to watch the stars and know God left us a film for eternity. The show must go on… We project our reality, the film is constantly being written. 

If someone offered you to play/direct/write in/a movie that you despice but that for sure will make you rich and famous...would you accept the job?

I have a rule with my career I’ve followed for 15 years now — One for Love, One for Money. Sometimes the things we despise teach us the most valuable lessons. I’d try to negotiate that offer so I can make that movie my “own”. You NEVER win all battles, and Cinema is the highest form of collaboration, this I know deeply, you can do something you love and end up hating it because thats just how it goes … we must choose our battles. However, Rich and famous is never on the cards for me. That’s not why I’m here and my soul doesn’t have a price :) I do love making films and just the process of it is what makes me move. So if there was a way to negotiate a balance , fair enough - If not - it’s not meant to be :)   

What's your greatest ambition?

I hope to unlock and free a Million minds , so I’d have created a Billion Possibilities. As an Artist, a filmmaker and deep thinker — The ambition is always to help Human evolution. I’d like to free the souls who are lost , stuck and need a way out. Directly impacting a Million minds , would surely help that path. 

What's your biggest fear?

Loosing the will and passion to keep pushing. To have a fire to be great makes you want to push harder .. I never want to lose that. Doesn’t matter the outcome, you have to keep going back to the craft and work it. World Champions are not born, they’re bred. 

Does music helps you to play/direct, write?

Absolutely 100% ! Everything for me began with music since my younger days. I started out Dj-ing and making music for websites, from 13-14 years old. So till today, Music is a deep deep connection to universal rhythm. I have a soundtrack or playlist for everything, be it a film, a job i’m doing, a road trip or anything i’m working on. 

You have the chance to make a Silent movie, what's your message to the audience?

Consciousness is a medium of language. We have the ability to alter our entire world purely on the basics of thought, intention and heart. 

Share your speech if you should win an Oscar…..

It’s with : “Alhamdulilah.. …….. little did an 8 year old kid growing up in the middle of the 90’s in the desert city of Dubai.. dream to be in Hollywood… but here we are. “ 

The rest you can see live … coming soon ;)

Did anyone ever tell you weren't good enough?

Yes, there have been moments when people doubted my abilities or told me I wasn't good enough. However, I've always believed in myself and my vision. It's important to surround yourself with a supportive team and stay focused on your craft. Criticism can be fuel for growth and determination.

How can you stay focused on your goal?

Staying focused on my goal requires discipline, passion, and a strong belief in the project I'm working on. I remind myself of the impact I want to make with my films and the stories I want to tell. Additionally,

setting smaller, achievable milestones along the way helps me stay motivated and on track.

Have you ever had a breakdown because of your job?

Being in the film industry can be challenging and demanding at times, and there have been moments when the pressure felt overwhelming. However, I've learned the importance of self-care and surrounding

myself with a supportive network. Taking breaks, practicing mindfulness, and seeking inspiration outside of work have helped me maintain balance and prevent burnout.

Talent is a blessing or a curse?

I believe talent is both a blessing and a responsibility. It's a gift that allows us to create and share stories that touch people's hearts. However, it also comes with the responsibility to use that talent wisely, to constantly grow and improve, and to make a positive impact through our work.

What would you like to improve about yourself as an actor/director/screenwriter?

As a director/producer, I always strive for growth and improvement. I would like to continue expanding my creative vision, honing my storytelling skills, and developing a deeper understanding of human

emotions. Additionally, I aim to enhance my ability to collaborate effectively with my team, as filmmaking is a collaborative art form.

What's the worst critic you have received?

I've received my fair share of criticism throughout my career, but I try not to let it discourage me. Every critic's opinion is subjective, and it's important to remember that not everyone will resonate with your

work. Instead of dwelling on negative feedback, I focus on the positive impact my films have had on those who connect with the stories I tell.

If you weren't an a director/screenwriter, what would you like to be?

If I weren't involved in the film industry, I would love to explore the world of photography. Capturing moments and telling stories through images has always fascinated me.It's another way to evoke emotions and connect with people on a visual level.

If cinema was a color, what would it be?

If I had to associate cinema with a color, it would be a vibrant and ever-changing spectrum. Cinema has the power to evoke a wide range of emotions and transport us to different worlds. It's a colorful tapestry

of storytelling that captivates and inspires.

A day without a movie is...

A day without a movie is like a day without a breath of fresh air. Movies have the ability to transport us, entertain us, and provoke thought. They are a form of escapism and a source of inspiration. I can't imagine a world without the magic of cinema.

If someone offered you to work on a movie that you despise but would make you rich and famous, would you accept the job?

As an artist, staying true to my creative vision is important to me. While financial success and fame are tempting, I believe in the power of storytelling and the impact it can have on audiences. If a project goes

against my personal values or artistic integrity, I would respectfully decline, as staying true to my passion is paramount.

What's your greatest ambition?

My greatest ambition as a filmmaker is to continue pushing boundaries and exploring new storytelling techniques. I aspire to create films that challenge societal norms, ignite conversations, and inspire

change. Ultimately, my goal is to leave a lasting impact on audiences and contribute to the evolution of the film industry.

What's your biggest fear?

As a filmmaker, my biggest fear is losing my creative spark and becoming stagnant. I never want to stop growing or lose the passion that drives me to create. I strive to constantly challenge myself and explore new avenues of storytelling, ensuring that I continue to evolve and innovate in my craft.

Does music help you to play/direct, write?

Absolutely! Music is a powerful tool that helps me set the tone and atmosphere for my projects. It evokes emotions, enhances storytelling, and provides a rhythm and pace that guides my creative

process. Whether I'm directing a scene, writing a script, or preparing for a performance, music plays a vital role in capturing the essence of the story I want to tell.

You have the chance to make a Silent movie. What's your message to the audience?

In a silent movie, where words are absent, my message to the audience would be one of profound visual storytelling. Through the power of imagery, I would aim to convey the universal language of emotions,

connecting with viewers on a deeper level. The absence of dialogue allows the audience to immerse themselves in the visual narrative, inviting them to interpret and feel the story in their own unique way.

Share your speech if you should win an Oscar...

Ladies and gentlemen, esteemed members of the Academy, and my fellow artists, I stand before you tonight humbled, grateful, and filled with immense joy. This prestigious honor is a testament to the hard work, dedication, and unwavering passion that drives us as a filmmaker. It is a reminder the art of cinema has the power to touch hearts, inspire change, and unite us all. Thank you for this incredible honor. I promise to continue telling stories that provoke thought, evoke emotions, and

inspire change. Together, let us celebrate the magic of cinema and the endless possibilities it holds. Thank you, and God bless.

Two films that have marked your life for better or for worse…

At different stages of my life, I encounter different film crushes. If I have to pick up two, I would say "2001: A Space Odyssey"(1968) and "Blade Runner"(1982).



What do you think about Acting/ filmmaking schools?

 If someone have the opportunity to go to film school, that's absolutely great. But filmmaking school is not everything about a filmmaker, specially in this AI era, everybody gets various ways to learn acting and filmmaking. I love that famous line from Quentin Tarantino, "I didn't go to film school but I go to films". :)

Have you ever hated your ambition?



Never. Ambition can motivate me to move ahead.

Francois Truffaut used to think that "Film Lovers are sick people”… was he right?



Oh I love that idea. I always believe that a great filmmaker specially as a director, he/she should have a strong ability to understand humanity, embrace every tiny moment in life, create emotions and feel emotions, he/she may look bit weird but the truth is most of the time those who look "insane" create the great arts. :)

Close your eyes…if I say “Cinema” what do you see?



A group of people sitting in the dark, share the same emotions while immersing in the same cinemagic story. That scene would make me on top of the world. 

Who’s the Director\Actor\Writer that taught you the most?



I studied film by myself so I learnt from different directors such as Stanley Cubrick, Orson Welles, Ridley Scott, Christopher Nolan,Demos Villeneuve,  Andrei Tarkovsky, Theodoros Angelopoulos, Chan-wook Park, etc. I respect all of them.

About your job, tell us your biggest dream and your worst nightmare…



I hope one day I can made my name in Cannes and Oscars. I don't really have nightmare but as an independent filmmaker in China, I do hope to receive investment from mainstream investors so that my team and I can make more films.

How important is to have a good Cinematographic Culture?



Storytelling in a film is all about cinematographic language. Use of colors, design of lighting, every decision for blocking and staging, direction and speed of camera movement mean a lot. Cultivate a good cinematographic culture is bringing life to filmmaking.

What would you like to improve as a Filmmaker\Actor\Writer?



I'd love to experience different life and embrace different cultures. Living in big city as Beijing, I always feel myself lack of first hand observation on those who live in a small village, that is no good for character development in screenwriting. I need to expand my life experience as much as I could.

A big producer give you the chance to direct\to play (in) the remake of one of your favorite black and white Movie (if you have one)… what film do you choose?



"Citizen Kane"(1941), I know nobody can go beyond Orsen Welles though.

Film Industry it’s a tough place and sometimes is normal to feel lost and discouraged… who’s the person that keeps you motivated?

My parents. They always trust me and accept who I am, their love created me.

Alfred Hitchcock said: "To make a good film you need 3 things: The script, the script and the script".  Do you agree with him?

I agree that a great script is the key to develope a good movie, but I think on top of that, the way how you tell your story in a cinematographic language makes the difference. If you give a same script to, let's say 10 directors, you will find that the same script makes different films, some may be good, and some of them may look embarrassing. So, story and storytelling skills in terms of cinematographic language are of same importance for a film director.



What’s your most ambitious project for the future?

I am working on my Sci-Fi trilogy and I hope that I can make it in the short future.



Do you think that sadness or at least melancholy let be more creative?

For my own part, creativity comes from every part of me, and every moment of life experience. Sadness or melancholy reminds us to think about life and humanity, but not all the cases. :)



What do you wish to yourself as a Filmmaker\Actor \Writer?

I can finance every project and make my own movies whenever I am ready.


What really excites you artistically or emotionally?


What excites me artistically and emotionally is the ability to evoke genuine feelings and provoke thoughts. It's the power of storytelling to connect with people on a deep level.

Marlon Brando said “Never confuse the size of your Paycheck with the size of your talent”. Do you agree?


Marlon Brando's quote is spot on. Talent is immeasurable, and it's not always reflected in the paycheck. It's about the craft, the passion, and the impact you leave behind.

Have you ever been discouraged by someone about your life\career  choices?


Sure, I've faced discouragement, but it only fueled my determination. It's part of the journey to face skepticism and prove your worth.

Do you think is harder for a woman being a Filmmaker?


Being a woman in filmmaking may present additional challenges, but it's changing. Women are breaking barriers and creating incredible work. It's about talent, not gender.

Do you think that Fame and money could easily change your own Vision as a Filmmaker\actor\screenplayer?


Fame and money can be temptations, but staying true to your vision is crucial. It's easy to get swayed, but the core of your art should remain untouched.

Who’s the Movie star that made you dream for the first time?

The movie star that made me dream for the first time was Johnny Depp. His versatility and unique choices were mind-blowing.


Make a wish about your career...

A wish for my career? To tell stories that linger in people's hearts and minds, leaving a lasting impact.

Talking about cinema\Showbusiness, how hard is to remain completly honest to yourself as an artist?

Remaining honest to yourself in show business is tough but essential. It's about navigating the industry without compromising your artistic integrity.

The Film you have loved the most?


The film I've loved the most? "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind." It's a masterpiece of emotion and storytelling.

And now, don’t be shy….the one that annoyed you the most?


The one that annoyed me the most? I'll keep it diplomatic and say there's something to learn from every film, even the challenging ones.

Your biggest artistic goal is…


My biggest artistic goal is to create a timeless piece of cinema that transcends generations.

What profession other than your own would you like to attempt?


Another profession? Maybe a travel photographer. Capturing moments and stories through a lens would be fascinating.

How important is to be rewarded as an Artist?
Do you have regrets?
What’s the messagge you wanna express through your art?
                     

Being rewarded is nice, but the true reward is in the process and the impact your work has. Regrets? None. The message I want to express through my art is the beauty of the human experience—its complexities, joys, and sorrows.

Two films that have marked your life for better or for worse…

The Princess Bride and Casino. A feel terrible for even saying that but it’s true. They are both great stories with great actors and directors. Mandy from The Princess Bride and Joe from Casino, supporting actors who were on top of their game being showmen. Incomparable.

What do you think about Acting/ filmmaking schools?

I love them. Any school that can focus on JUST the arts is amazing. After 14 years learning on the job on sets like Better Call Saul and Army Of The Dead, I went to Stella Adler’s Studio Of Acting and Art Of Acting Studio. I was part of the school’s first ever Summer Online Summer Conservatory in 2020. I didn’t get to graduate because I couldn’t keep up on my phone, plus the internet wasn’t fast enough for video conferencing so I had to quit past the middle of the semester. I am still alumni though.

Have you ever hated your ambition?



I’ve hated negativity. Like nothing gets me more angry than “I can’t” or “ I don’t want to”. Not caring just doesn’t even come in to view. I’ve moved past a lot of negativity to be here now. No one or nothing can take away who I am or what I’ve done. I ‘ve earned it.


Francois Truffaut used to think that "Film Lovers are sick people”… was
he right?



No. The films are sick. In the good way. The people are even sicker. Like in a Napalm Death kind of way. You know the albums are great, but live they’re sick! Turning negative in to a positive way of life. The films are sick, and the film lovers are sicker!


Close your eyes…if I say “Cinema” what do you see?



The word Cinema like on a belt buckle with a solid border the size of my head. Like coming at me. Now if we could have a closed eye Cinema experience with The King that would be a dream come true. Wisdom and Cinema. The two have never been put together in my life. Greatness undoubtedly.


Who’s the Director\Actor\Writer that taught you the most?



It’s a tie between my brother and my teacher Michael Amundsen. I chose my brother because as a child, I would act Star Trek The Next Generation with him. A brute in a playful way. My teacher Michael was a young man working fresh out of UCLA on some of my favorite films like Pee Wee’s Big Adventure and Back To The Future. He later taught me formatting in screenplay writing class at the University Of New Mexico. Thank you both. What a great question Thank you for letting me write that response.


About your job, tell us your biggest dream and your worst nightmare…



Right now I work at Circle K two days a week. The strikes floored me in June. Outer Range was the last show I got to act in. Getting out of there to write and direct and act is my dream. My worst nightmare is getting killed at Circle K and never doing any of the above again.


How important is to have a good Cinematographic Culture?



It’s good to belong in a group of people with goals and dreams. You don’t just want to work and go home. You want to create something special together. A cinematographic culture can be a good place for that big positive together.


What would you like to improve as a Filmmaker\Actor\Writer?



I would like to improve the world I live in with my work. Inspire. Motivate. Help with the “yes you can achieve” in people’s lives. I had always been told by my dad and his buddies”where’s your real job” or “you got to have a regular job too”. I’m succeeding in life, go fuck yourself.

A big producer give you the chance to direct\to play (in) the remake of
one of your favorite black and white Movie (if you have one)… what film
do you choose?



A.Ed Wood. I mean he is legendary. And it is modern. I would love to play Bella Lugosi. Nobody gave two fucks for Bella later on in his career, Ed Wood gave him some life again. Bella is a pioneer. So is Ed Wood.


Film Industry it’s a tough place and sometimes is normal to feel lost
and discouraged… who’s the person that keeps you motivated?

There is a huge group of people that keep me motivated. Family, my teachers from school growing up and in to college and Stella’s, actors I’ve worked with, director’s I’ve worked with. A few names are Campbell Hawkins, The Palmer Family, Danny Mora, Tom Savini, Rosario Dawson, The Hughes Brothers, Mary Birdsong, and all the people of come to know. I just remember the positive ones.


Alfred Hitchcock said: "To make a good film you need 3 things: The
script, the script and the script".  Do you agree with him?

Let’s face it, what did Hitchcock know. I’m laughing and just kidding. When will I ever get the chance to say such a thing. In my experience, you need script, story, and characters. If you develop all of those together, you have something amazing on your hands.



What’s your
most ambitious project for the future?

To get my script and idea for “Time” executed and completed. The story is about family and heavy metal being the vehicle for 4 friends to see their dreams come true together. I love it. So do a lot of other people. The film festivals have been excepting my story and my work and giving me praise for that. I know I will die happy and live like a genuinely kind person.


Do you think that sadness or at least melancholy let be more creative?

You can brood all you want as long as you have a story and character development. When the melancholy sets in, bring out the brooding. That statement alone makes me laugh. See, there’s a new one. Two descriptors for tragedy and you get a laugh. I suck at math, but in this case I’ll be scholarly in a playful way and say two negatives make a positive. Though enjoying time to be sad is rewarding. It helps push the soul, lime sail, but soul.


What do you wish to yourself as a Filmmaker\Actor \Writer?

I wish myself happiness and good health. The rest is just fun

Marlon Brando said “Never confuse the size of your Paycheck with the size of your talent”. Do you agree?  

Totally without question.  I am definitely not paid enough lol. But as long as I can continue to make films and get by and pay the bills I am happy.  If you get into film for the money you are in the wrong job.

Have you ever been discouraged by someone about your life\career  choices?  

Yes often by family members and some friends who did not see my vision.  They tried to encourage me to go into a 9-5 job which I also have as well as filming.  When I was at the BBC no once commented when I left to go into the Music Industry, I got a lot of discouragement.  But I ignored it and had some fantastic years from promoting records in Ibiza, travelling the world promoting artists and I got paid for it.  Now I work freelance in film, yes many have attempted to say it is a pipe dream but the proof is in the pudding, I get paid to work in an industry that I love.  Lastly life is what you make it and I encourage everyone to follow their passion. 


Do you think is harder for a woman being a Filmmaker?  

I come from TV, Radio and the Music Industry, so I would say it is on parr to the Music Industry, far more men than women. That said I question how many women attempt to get into the industry or are they frightened away before they try. I like to encourage women in film and always try if I am in the position to employ a few females in the crew. 

I like challenges and most of the men I have worked with could not care if I was a Flamingo as long as I can do the job.  It just takes hard work and dedication.  Don’t ever give up.  

Do you think that Fame and money could easily change your own Vision as a Filmmaker\actor\screenplayer? 

I have seen first-hand what fame and money can do to a person within the music industry.  It is paramount that you keep your feet on the ground and don’t believe the hype even if it relates to you.  Funding is the hardest thing within film making and it would be lovely to not have to worry about finding it.  Would money change my vision, No of course it would not, it would give me the opportunity to work with Actors who I would like to work with and be able to use equipment for filming that has been out of my budget.  By the way I am looking for funding as we speak on an emotional documentary and I have the life rights, any takers?

Who’s the Movie star that made you dream for the first time? 

It was not a movie star it was a film ET.  And, yes I believe in them...

Make a wish about your career...


I think film every day and would love to work in this industry full time without worrying about paying the bills.  To have access to funding easily and to continue to do what I do.

Talking about cinema\Showbusiness, how hard is to remain completly honest to yourself as an artist?  

I do not consider myself an artist I work as Producer/Writer and Director.  To remain honest within the industry is to know your craft.  I took upon myself to learn most of the crew’s jobs and constantly learn each day from everyone. I have been very fortunate to have worked in entertainment but know how volatile it can be. Surround yourself with honest people and if you start getting a bit too big for your boots they will bring you back down to earth.  

The Film you have loved the most?


There are too many to mention but I list a few – Hangover Square (Film Noir – 1945), Silence of the Lambs (1991), Gladiator (    ) Kill Bill (    ) Schindler’s List (1993) The Matrix (1999) Eyes Wide Shut (1999), the list is endless.

And now, don’t be shy….the one that annoyed you the most?


I do have my opinions and feel that it is not right to discredit someone else’s work.  If you cannot be positive say nothing. 

Your biggest artistic goal is…
To create a film that touches the soul.

What profession other than your own would you like to attempt?


If I had not worked in the Entertainment Industry I would have liked to have finished my law degree and worked with the innocence project in the US who fight for men and women who have been incarcerated and not received a fair trial.

How important is to be rewarded as an Artist?


I think everyone would like to be recognised for their work, be it an artist, a director etc.  It validates your hard work and that you have made some kind of impact.

Do you have regrets? 

None.

What’s the message you wanna express through your art?


I would like that whoever sees my work can see my vision, each project brings a different message and emotions, I want the viewer to see what I see.  

Who's your biggest fan?

I don’t know. 

What brings you inspiration the most?

When I see a dream during sleep. In my dreams I see so many worlds, characters are not comparing with anything else. Only my dreams during sleeps giving me inspiration.

Which actor or director would you like to work with?

With Christopher Nolan, He is my favorite director during my student in New York film Academy, I learned a lot from he is work.

and out there so many talented actors but for now I would like to work with Timothee Chalamet or Chris Pratt may be Brad Pitt.

Have you ever seen a film that was better than the book?

Green Mile 1999 movie with Tom Hanks. Written by Stephen King. 

What's the movie that taught you the most?

If you mean as taught me making movies? – I don’t know every movie has own soul. I learn from each movie. 

About your artistic career, have you ever had the desire to quit everything?

Never, I can take a break or I can take pause for a while may be one year or two years but at the end I’m coming with better idea or trying to do something any crazy idea or script. For better analyses in move industry. 

On set what excites you the most?

You never know what kind of movie you are making, I’m exciting until I finish my job. It’s like cooking when you finish you have to taste your food. 

And what scares you the most ?

Pornographic movie. 

What's your next project?

I’m thinking to make short movie the script is ready, I wanna make movie by Iphone lets see what I can do. With 16mm apps in 2021 one of IT created the most powerful app for Iphone it can helps independent directors to shoot with 16mm it gives same feeling you don’t need to buy expansive 16 mm bolex. I always wish to shoot my movies with 16 mm cameras. Our days its most watchable when you telling you gonna shoot your movie with phone. 

You can steal the career of an artist you really admire, who do you choose?

Christopher Nolan, as family person has kids and he is very smart man. I probably choose him. 

An actor/director/screenplayer is made of....

Success and luck 

For you Cinema is....

…not compare with real world. Something we cannot answer. I think it same when you sleeping and seeing a dream. 

Do you think Black and white movies have a powerful impact?

Yes. Black and White its father of movie. Sometimes I’m trying to make my movie black and white, some of my scene’s.

Have you ever dreamed of winning an Oscar?

I never was thinking about Oscar.

Do you think you're gonna win it?

May be Yes. If I start working with Big Studios for example Warner Brother’s.  

Which is the best Moment on set?

The moment when ideas begin to emerge and gradually turn into a cinematic project.

Did anyone ever tell you weren't good enough?

I haven't been told those exact words, but there have been people who have said similar things to me. However, no one I truly care about has said that to me.

How can you stay focused on your goal?

Remembering why I'm doing it and imagining how I would feel once my goal is accomplished. That inspires me to not give up on any project.

Have you ever had a breakdown because of your Job?

To date, I haven't and I hope I never experience it haha. I can't imagine how it must feel.

Talent is a blessing or a curse?

It's a blessing. Talent combined with discipline can achieve great wonders.

What would you like to improve about yourself as an actor/director/screenplayer?

Improve my leadership skills. I would like to have the opportunity to organize a larger team and as a director achieve a more ambitious production where everyone who collaborates feels proud of the project.

What's the worst critic you have received?

It wouldn't be a critic, but many people I told about this project didn't take it seriously or made comments suggesting it was an unrealistic dream.

If you weren't an actor/director/screenplayer what would you like to be?

I would like something related to outer space and space engineering.

If Cinema was a color what would it be?

Blue, just like the sky and the oceans, invites us to dream and reflect in the same way that a movie invites us to imagine and dream of great stories.

A day without a movie is...

A day when a story is going untold.

If someone offered you to play/direct/write in/a movie that you despice but that for sure will make you rich and famous...would you accept the job?

I would accept it with certain conditions. First, I'd define the reasons why I despise the project and would try to remove the elements I disagree with. If that's not respected, I would likely decline the offer.

What's your greatest ambition?

Win an Oscar for the first short film created with artificial intelligence.

What's your biggest fear?

Growing old with regrets and having lived in fear.

Does music helps you to play/direct, write?

Absolutely. Music is immensely helpful when directing because it inspires and brings about interesting ideas during the process.

You have the chance to make a Silent movie, what's your message to the audience?

I would like to create a contrast between silence and noise. It would be somewhat sarcastic, but it would portray the absence of noise as a vital missing element.

Share your speech if you should win an Oscar.....

I thank the film academy for this award; it means a lot to me. I'm grateful to the collaborators, to Odesza for their song, to my family, to my friends, to everyone who believed in this project, and most importantly, thanks to God because without Him, this wouldn't have been possible.

Did anyone ever tell you weren't good enough? 

Never, I always look for criticism, but only got one, when filming I need to get closer to the actors face. I agree with that, so I started to do that in my films

How can you stay focused on your goal? 

When starting a project, I look for something that has been in my life personally or something I have seen before that I wanted to be a part of. Then I just finish the project.

Have you ever had a breakdown because of your Job?

I took a year off my insurance business to have a rest. I have been doing it for 39 years. I needed a break.

Talent is a blessing or a curse? 

Blessing, if your talented you should persue your dream of being an actor. I never thought I would be an actor, I started when I was 19 as a joke, Didn't restart until I was asked to be in a TV show called Dallas when I was 51. I told my wife, if they show me on that show with Linda Gray, I'll continue to do shows and become an actor. Even knowing I was just an extra. The director liked my look so much, that I got seen on that show by 8 million people. So I continued to work on Dallas and learned the acting business.

What would you like to improve about yourself as an

actor/director/screenplayer?

Every day is a learning curve in this business. I get better at it all the time. The key is , the more you do the better you get. A celebrity actor told me this. It takes 15 years to get a lot of work or maybe be famous. I became famous because I am persistent and creative with my characters. I have been doing this now for 12 years. I just hired a celebrity PR company RJ Garis and now we are working to get me more famous.

What's the worst critic you have received? 

Don't have any

If you weren't an actor/director/screenplayer what would you like to be? 

One thing I will say it that every business that I own is something The following is what I have owned or own now.  Insurance , real estate and mortgage broker, travel agent, FNRA judge, Owner of a painting company, 3 retail stores, Ran an insurance company, owner of a consulting firm, owner of computer repair company, non-emergency medical transport and a Rabbi that does services for old people and my own synagogue. Mashugana Productions for film. Healthcare company owner Standard Medical Co-Op. There is nothing else I would like to do except make movies for Sheldon Mashugana and The Macher. Also work my healthcare company to save people money for healthcare.

If someone offered you to play/direct/write in/a movie that you despice but that for sure will make you rich and famous...would you accept the job?

It depends on who is giving me the job and who is in the movie. I have to like those 2 before making a decision.

What's your greatest ambition? 

To make funny movies for the population to enjoy

What's your biggest fear? 

Not being able to get the money to do the movies, I have 3 of them to do.

Does music helps you to play/direct, write? 

No

You have the chance to make a Silent movie, what's your message to the audience? 

I made one called Picture Me This, its on Opprime.tv and vimeo.com, I also listed it on filmfreeway recently. It's about a short I saw over 50 years ago and I can' find it, It's based on Marty Feldman as the key player. Sheldon Mashugana is at a mall and James walks into the mall and Sheldon wants to take his picture, James says yes, only James did not know that Sheldon would not stop taking his picture everywhere he want, then the chase begins,

Share your speech if you should win an Oscar.....

I want to thank my wife and kids for putting up with my craziness of comedy all these years, and thank all who helped me get to this exciting part of my life. I want to thanks the cast and crew of such show and all the people involved making the show.

I have won an equivalent to the Oscar for a short thru Global Film Festival, I actually have the star award and it's heavy, it came from the same place the Oscar was made. .I have won over 275 awards and climbing. It' s fun to win, but I had no idea that many people would love The School of Idiots.

For you a Film is...

A means of expression that if done right, is a temporary diversion, but a thing of beauty, pleasure, learning opportunity, escapism, visual stimulation, and in the case of a beautiful film score that accompanies stunning cinematography, a moving moment in time.  And of course, art.


What do you feel when you're acting/directing/writing?  

Joyfulness.  I absolutely love to write.  When I’m singing and performing, I feel the same, except I would expand it to include happiness and love. 



You can go to the Movies with an actor/director/screenwriter that you love. What kind of movie do you choose and with who you're gonna whatch it?  

I would choose a film noir from the 1940s, or one of the Thin Man movies starring Myrna Loy and William Powell.  Who would I go with?  My husband, of course!  



Audrey Hepburn used to say “Nothing is Impossible”, what do you think
about it?  

My motto underneath my signature line on my email is “Faith can move mountains” which is derived from a verse in the Bible.  I believe, like Audrey Hepburn, that nothing is impossible.  But you must believe you can do it, speak it aloud, then work tirelessly toward your goal to make it happen.  Nothing is impossible, so long as you believe it to be so, and do what it takes to make it possible. 


Can you live just off your passion? 

This is a tough question.  It depends.  If your passion is being around your family and your pets, then that would not be a means to make a living.  If your passion is your craft, then you must do what it takes to make it work, even if you must work at a job that incorporates your passion, but not to the extent you would like.  If you mean, can you live and be happy off your passion, then my answer would be absolutely, yes.  Do what you love and do it every day. 



What's more important, talent or luck?  

Unfortunately, the current answer in the industry is luck.  But to me, talent is more important.

You must go to a desert island, but you can bring with you just one movie...The 1959 version of Ben Hur, starring Charlton Heston.  It has everything a movie should have, character development, character growth, self-doubt and healing, love, faith, love of family, intensity, courage, writing, cinematography, characters you care about, good versus evil, and those absolutely stunning Arabian horses!



Have you ever accepted a part/ a movie to direct/ a script to write even
if you didn't like the project? 

No. For me to do my best, I must love -- and believe in -- whatever I am doing.



What's the best compliment you have received about your Job?  

There’s two.  Having John Avildsen, the Academy Award winning Director of ‘Rocky’ calling my voice “nectar to the ears” and being named “Best International Singer” by 8 and HalFilms, Rome

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Are you satisfied about your career?

I am satisfied but I will not stop until I get a Grammy and an Oscar. 



Do you have a good luck charm? 

Yes.  Prayer.

 

Which is the worst moment on set?  

When someone throws a hissy fit or is unpleasant, upsets the karma, and creates negative energy.



How do you feel when a job you've been part of is ending?  

Sad it’s over, but grateful.  I love the challenge of creating and doing a great performance, so I never want it to end.  


Have you ever lied to get a part/job? 

Nope.


If you should win an Oscar your first thought would go to…

Thanking God for the wonderful opportunity and then my husband and family.